Diary of a Nigerian Babe (Part 2)

Okay...So back to my gist...., Lo and behold I became a student of the prestigious University of first choice. Unilag. Now somehow I still didn't feel like a loser throughout my stay in Unilag, because I was one of the top 7 best students again in my set. We were probably over 200 in our set. Not sure. As long as I always read, i always passed. So i finished school with a strong 2:1, very close to a first class with many hopes and aspirations to start life with. I was a good girl for the most part. Went to church, never missed classes,  always in front seats, I was now even privileged  to be a close friend to the best graduating student in my set and other top scholars. Mehn how did I get so damn lucky. Life was just pure bliss❤💦❤.

Everything was going great until I wrote my last papers . I met the other gender in my final year and started crushing but the heartbreak happened after school.  Great gender btw. I like that gender actually. It's just, once 2 opposite genders meet. Lol. Hmm. Lol. Hmmm sha. Okay, so let me tell y'all something real quick, fine boys are my kryptonite. I can sell all my inheritance and give to a fine boy, just to see him smile. Okay, that was then o. I'm woke now. But still, If i see a fine guy like this, Omo, my mumu button will just start turnioniown. 

So i met this fine guy, we vibed nd dated for a short while but it was on nd off cuz I obviously wasn't ready for dating so I somehow ended up self sabotaging everything until i broke his heart. Then ......he broke my heart back😭. It was all just back Nd forths until I sha chop small breakfast. I couldn't believe my eyes. I refused to accept the breakfast. In my mind, I i was like... Mehn. Me? My father's Princess? Royal treasure? Peculiar diamond. Chosen generation.... Heartbreak, Me? Lol... up till then, i couldn't relate to any negative word like failure, or rejection or heartbreak.  E just no dey my dictionary.

After i had my heart crushed by this fine boy for the very first time that was when it dawned on me for the first time in my life that I could actually lose in life.

Hey, don't get me wrong, he was a great guy. A sweet decent gentleman. Na me fuck up first before he na fuck up back but e sha pain me.  That was when I began to realize that there is something called failure, that it is possible to lose. My ego took such a serious hit at that time so, I didn't handle the rejection like a pro. I asked myself over and over again, that why would I be rejected, a Gem like me. Who throws away a Maserati? It didn't occur to me then that sometimes, you don't get rejected because you lack value, but sometimes it's just because you surround yourself with people whose sight are too dim at that moment to appreciate your value.Everyone is valuable and that someone can't see your worth at that time shouldn't affect your own ability to see your own worth. You are not using thesame lens with everyone. 

But like I said, I had never experienced such before, so i didn't chop my L and move on. Instead i was acting superstory up nd dan, and going all soft on the nigga, writing weird epistle. Instead of me to activate the Ice Queen in me. Lmao. That was how I became an hard girl anyway. But mehn. That's a story for another day. This was just my first taste of failure and I wasn't enjoying it one bit 😭😁🤣. Little did I know that there was more to come and Disney has been boboing me all this while. Talmbout 'Happily ever after'. Happily what? 🤣 Ogun kee happily ever after. If Hannah Montana couldn't even get happily ever after and Selena Gomez chop breakfast Las Las. Then who am I? 😭🤣💔💔.

Stay tuned to my blog. (To be continued). Till I come your way again.  Keep dripping.